Friends

Life.Hope.Love.

Hmm.... I don't know about you but sometimes friends is all I have to keep me going besides God.. =D . Let me name you some ... haha .

1.Becky = She goes high with me especially when she is in the car with me , aunt Hazel and unc Bernard .
                  Loving friend and always laughs like a kuku case .. =)

2.Ale    = Smiles like everyday of her life and is a caring person . Always careful with people's feelings and         is always there for the people she loves

3.Anne = An amazing inspirational leader with a loving heart who is always there to catch you when you fall . At times she is just so like a mom to the Chongs .

4.Jian =  LAMEST PERSON ON EARTH ! Seriously , but always lend an ear when it comes to problems.Haha...have I told you that he is quite sampat ?? yea he is actly...=D

5. Erika = Haha ,  this girl is good at dancing , smiles always and very friendly. Once you meet her , you just can't stop smiling...hehe

6. Aaron = Wehee !!!! He can be considered as a Chong actually....I created the name 'Chongeliah' because the Chongs and Chelliahs are like a big family when we are together...=)

7. Saral = Love her till the max ... she is my darls and she loves me as much as I love her ... hehe

7.5. Darren = What can I say... this guy is as flexible as a snake mann ... Great in acting and dancing (you don't really get this often =) )

8. Angela = Haha... when we both are together .. chaos will come .. haha .

9. Larry = Gets high on chocolate like everytime without fail .. Hottie and like a billion guys chases her and of course she declines professionally >.<

10. David = Funny and gets high quite often ...haha

11. Kuhash = My sexy babe who never stops laughing and will always make my day .. =)

12. Michelle = Annoying lil brat who sits beside me in class but lovable . Would miss her on weekends .. haha

13. Serena = My lil baby who never stops smiling and always calls me Bugs bunny ... haha . Fights with her during maths class while solving a maths question... =D . LOVE HER TO BITS !

14. Low = The girl who never stops smiling and  has a good heart .

15. Su-ann = Get lame with her and got stuck with it . haha ... looks like a model , sorry , IS a model among all of us..=P

..Patience..

Life.Hope.Love.


What would I do without it ... I'll probably go 'kuku' by now.... haha . Having patience is so hard and sometimes irritating but you gotta have it. Patience means you are willing to give up a 'fight' that has not happened and just handle the fight calmly . Hard isn't it ? Sometimes it is just sickening for me but you got to do what's right and what is right does not mean it has to be fair . =)

Ruby's wedding...=)

RUBY , CONGRATS  !!!!!! Haha ,  I love you and always will and hope you tae the next journey of your life with your newly-wed-husband .. =D . Your wedding was awesome and you look beautiful today.. hehe and you will always look beautiful ... =)

O.o ...

"Oopsie.."

"O.o"

When you hear these words , what comes to your mind ? Probably everyone will think of trouble. Well , has anyone been 'oopsie' lately in your life? Took a wrong turn ? Or even turning your back against someone you love ?

Looking back.. I too have made so many wrong turns in my life and it sucks bad. But none of us are perfect and if we do make a wrong turn , well , GET BACK ON TRACK ! Don't stray further when you know that you have strayed far enough . The further you go , the harder it is to turn back . Whatever you do , try to stop and think before making a decision cause one step could change your life amazingly or destroy it . You have to remember that the choices you make now affects your future and others' too . Ask God today where and the reason why you have strayed , He is waiting cause He wants you to be in His embrace where nothing matters except Him . His presence is just so amazing that even you give me a billion bucks I won't trade anything for it.. and if you have felt His presence , you would too .

What would you do ?

What would you do when everyone is against you?

The world , your family and your friends against you..?

Well , to tell you the truth , I didn't know what to do until yesterday.I was just talking to God and suddenly I just told Him this " God , I really want You to be with me. Even when the world is against me I don't mind cause I know that its not just me against the world but YOU and me. "

Turning back the question at you. What would you really do? Cause for me , I just blurt out something I didn't expect to come out from my mouth and because of that I am going to hold on to that thing. Let me tell you something ... what you have with God is nothing compared to what you have in the world cause your relationship with Him worth MORE than anything .. more than gems. Trust me in this. Although I am just 14 , but believe me , God has use my life for the past two years so tremendously that even I get choked up looking back at it .

Would you want God to change you?

Cause if you do , take a step of faith.. just one lil step while HE will take a thousand.

Trust me. HE WILL .

GAWEE !!!!!!!!!

haha

just feel like saying it since it had been like forever since I came here....

lol

its good to be back.. =)

Random...

Today RKYC was awesome..!!!!! Ale , Becky , Erika and me were like the longest group...we were praying for one another and we made a promise..We are gonna pray for one another this whole week ; no matter what the cause . Hehe..

We were also sharing about all our problems and we had a lot of fun and learned a lot . We learn from one another's mistakes...that is why RKYC is always my second home.... 

..poem..

I just felt that this was what God was trying to tell me..

My children , I , 

your Father am speaking

Let me wrap you in my bubble

The bubble in which My love and joy is everlasting

I know what you are facing whether in good or trouble

For I have determine your steps 

Plan your future 

And written it down before you were even born

The scars that you have has been healed by My Son's stripes

If you feel like you could not go any further

Its ok for I am there and will always be , when you are torn

In My bubble you will seek peace 

In there you will also seek joy

And from that moment you have been released

Then , you will go around speaking of My beloved boy

My children , 

Trust in Me and I will make you bloom

From a tiny mustard seed to an oak tree very soon

 You will be like the tree planted by the waters

Your roots spread out wide across the rivers

And your leaves will nev

er fear when heat cometh

They will always be green and y

our flowers beautifully comes forth

Do not wither

Do not go dry

Do not let your heart go through a season of winter 

For even I do not want to pass you by

Do not hide yourself from Me

Don't keep hurting yourself ; for a crushed spirit who can bear?

Can you feel My breeze filling your needs...?

For right now I would like to say that this is from the One who cares...

Do you hear their cries..???

How do you heal something that is broken ?How can I medicate my heart that is swollen?

It feels like it is shattered , 

crushed and lost in the wilderness

How can anyone live in this emptiness?

Cut , 

Sliced , 

Ripped off

Screams filled the air

" Somebody help me !!!! "

" No....!!!!! "

Where are the people I love ?

Where are the people whom I trusted ?

I am left out here all alone

Left behind... 

No one seem to pass by , 

No one seem to hear these cries

It kept bleeding until a scar was formed

Everyday my eyes will get wet and tears never stops pouring down

Although I force myself to put on a smile

But do you know...

How it hurts ?

Do you understand how much it burns ?

These screamings....

The excruciating pain...

Keeps haunting me again and again

Everyday I close my eyes and count to three

Just puttin a slight hope that all these will end

God , save me

Please........

Tongue....

Confusion , 

Depression , 

Irritation , 

Emptiness , 

Disatifaction

All in one ?

Add them together equivalents to :

 0% fun , 

95% I am done

5% Oh , just shoot me with a gun !

All these could kill...

Is these really God's will?

Once the tongue strikes , 

One of these five appears , 

And when it takes a life , 

" if only-s " are too late to be heard , 

The tongue had sliced their hearts and was left abandoned

Adding to them a heavy burden

WHAT IS THIS ?

Watch your tongue

Careless words breaks souls

While useful words heals them