Random...

Today RKYC was awesome..!!!!! Ale , Becky , Erika and me were like the longest group...we were praying for one another and we made a promise..We are gonna pray for one another this whole week ; no matter what the cause . Hehe..

We were also sharing about all our problems and we had a lot of fun and learned a lot . We learn from one another's mistakes...that is why RKYC is always my second home.... 

..poem..

I just felt that this was what God was trying to tell me..

My children , I , 

your Father am speaking

Let me wrap you in my bubble

The bubble in which My love and joy is everlasting

I know what you are facing whether in good or trouble

For I have determine your steps 

Plan your future 

And written it down before you were even born

The scars that you have has been healed by My Son's stripes

If you feel like you could not go any further

Its ok for I am there and will always be , when you are torn

In My bubble you will seek peace 

In there you will also seek joy

And from that moment you have been released

Then , you will go around speaking of My beloved boy

My children , 

Trust in Me and I will make you bloom

From a tiny mustard seed to an oak tree very soon

 You will be like the tree planted by the waters

Your roots spread out wide across the rivers

And your leaves will nev

er fear when heat cometh

They will always be green and y

our flowers beautifully comes forth

Do not wither

Do not go dry

Do not let your heart go through a season of winter 

For even I do not want to pass you by

Do not hide yourself from Me

Don't keep hurting yourself ; for a crushed spirit who can bear?

Can you feel My breeze filling your needs...?

For right now I would like to say that this is from the One who cares...

Do you hear their cries..???

How do you heal something that is broken ?How can I medicate my heart that is swollen?

It feels like it is shattered , 

crushed and lost in the wilderness

How can anyone live in this emptiness?

Cut , 

Sliced , 

Ripped off

Screams filled the air

" Somebody help me !!!! "

" No....!!!!! "

Where are the people I love ?

Where are the people whom I trusted ?

I am left out here all alone

Left behind... 

No one seem to pass by , 

No one seem to hear these cries

It kept bleeding until a scar was formed

Everyday my eyes will get wet and tears never stops pouring down

Although I force myself to put on a smile

But do you know...

How it hurts ?

Do you understand how much it burns ?

These screamings....

The excruciating pain...

Keeps haunting me again and again

Everyday I close my eyes and count to three

Just puttin a slight hope that all these will end

God , save me

Please........

Tongue....

Confusion , 

Depression , 

Irritation , 

Emptiness , 

Disatifaction

All in one ?

Add them together equivalents to :

 0% fun , 

95% I am done

5% Oh , just shoot me with a gun !

All these could kill...

Is these really God's will?

Once the tongue strikes , 

One of these five appears , 

And when it takes a life , 

" if only-s " are too late to be heard , 

The tongue had sliced their hearts and was left abandoned

Adding to them a heavy burden

WHAT IS THIS ?

Watch your tongue

Careless words breaks souls

While useful words heals them

Busy-bee

GAH !!!!

Everything is so bertimbun-timbun la dei.....

I got like folios , kerja kursus , problems , etc....

Mann.....this past three weeks are like a jet plane with me zooming around like a mad woman !!!

Aiyoma....@@