There was a girl i know , she is going through a mountain . Well , the thing is that she doesn't know what she is going through and she wants to ask God for help and she wants His touch and Presence but the thing is ....she can't. She tried hard , seek for Him but now she doesn't know wether is she not trying hard enough or what..
She tried worshipping but something is in between , she tried praying but couldn't feel anything. She feels empty , she doesn't even know wether she is dry or not !! She lost who she was and whatever relationship she had before with God is now gone..poof ! She misses the times when she was so faithful to Him that she wanted more and more.... she was burning like never before..!!
She kinda gave up but she still worships Him to feel His embrace... but there is nothing. Sometimes she wonders wether is God is still there with her or not... she felt alone and needed something or someone...
She searched for the right person to tell this to and she found none but me.. she came to me crying desperately to seek a way out , her spirit is desperate but her body is weak... She wants to get rid of that ''wall" and walk through it victoriously... but the thing is .. she doesn't know what it is... the wall has been there for a long time...
And she is there , trap , with razors and huge rocks around her and she feels alone and needed someone to help but no one came...
Until now she is stuck there... waiting for a person to past by to give her a hand. She feels empty , she feels dirty and she feels NOTHING. And that girl is .... me.
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