Life.Hope.Love.
Whitney Houston = Million dollar bill
= I look to you
Love her to the max man. Awesome vocalist and songs. Hope you all like it to =) .
Justin Bieber
Check out this dude's songs. He kinda looks like a girl but never mind that. Haha. Quite ok but it made me addicted. =D
Friday, November 27, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Life.Hope.Love.
I want to dedicate this song to a friend of mine. I hope you like it. It is "Footprints in the sand" by Leona Lewis.
I want to dedicate this song to a friend of mine. I hope you like it. It is "Footprints in the sand" by Leona Lewis.
You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much I no along the way
Then I heard you say
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going
You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much I no along the way
Then I heard you say
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I
Been so afraid ooh
And just when I
Have thought I've lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say
Flash across the sky
So many times have I
Been so afraid ooh
And just when I
Have thought I've lost my way
You give me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
When I'm weary
Well I no you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say
Well I no you'll be there
And I can feel you
When you say
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Life.Hope.Love.
There it was. My rose-pink silk ribbon in Stefan's dresser. I knew he cared for me. I heard footsteps walking up towards the room. I quickly placed the ribbon back into the dresser and closed it. His emerald eyes are now as dark as the darkest night. My heart ached looking at those eyes. Something had been bothering him but I just can't figure out what. That deep sense of hurt and betrayal. Hold on ! Why am I thinking of him anyway? I barely even know him. But he is so different than any other guy that I've known. That is what makes him attractive.
"Here" said Stefan handing me a lime green towel without even looking at me. " Go wash up and I'll take you home."
What is wrong with him? From the first day of school he has been giving me the cold shoulder. What is his problem anyway? I can't believe I am gonna ask this question but I just gotta know the truth.
" Why do you hate me so much? " I said.I just looked into his eyes without any hesitation. I've got to know this once and for all.
"What? I don't hate you Elena. I can't- "
Ignoring him , I continued " You have been giving me the cold shoulder since like the first day of school.I mean , you made me look like a total jerk and a laughing stock out there. What is wrong with you , Stefan? Just answer this one question and I will not bother you again." There ! I finally said it. I could feel myself breathing so hard against my chest.
"Elena , I don't hate you. It's just that- " He looked away from me as if he couldn't tell me why. " I have my own reasons but just trust me in this. I don't hate you."
He took a few steps towards me till his face was inches from mine. Those emerald eyes was all I was looking at. It was as if they drowned me in them or something. Slowly , he bent down and his lips met mine. At first I just stood there but then mine began to part against his. I could feel myself heating up.
It was definitely the best kiss I've ever had and always will.
There it was. My rose-pink silk ribbon in Stefan's dresser. I knew he cared for me. I heard footsteps walking up towards the room. I quickly placed the ribbon back into the dresser and closed it. His emerald eyes are now as dark as the darkest night. My heart ached looking at those eyes. Something had been bothering him but I just can't figure out what. That deep sense of hurt and betrayal. Hold on ! Why am I thinking of him anyway? I barely even know him. But he is so different than any other guy that I've known. That is what makes him attractive.
"Here" said Stefan handing me a lime green towel without even looking at me. " Go wash up and I'll take you home."
What is wrong with him? From the first day of school he has been giving me the cold shoulder. What is his problem anyway? I can't believe I am gonna ask this question but I just gotta know the truth.
" Why do you hate me so much? " I said.I just looked into his eyes without any hesitation. I've got to know this once and for all.
"What? I don't hate you Elena. I can't- "
Ignoring him , I continued " You have been giving me the cold shoulder since like the first day of school.I mean , you made me look like a total jerk and a laughing stock out there. What is wrong with you , Stefan? Just answer this one question and I will not bother you again." There ! I finally said it. I could feel myself breathing so hard against my chest.
"Elena , I don't hate you. It's just that- " He looked away from me as if he couldn't tell me why. " I have my own reasons but just trust me in this. I don't hate you."
He took a few steps towards me till his face was inches from mine. Those emerald eyes was all I was looking at. It was as if they drowned me in them or something. Slowly , he bent down and his lips met mine. At first I just stood there but then mine began to part against his. I could feel myself heating up.
It was definitely the best kiss I've ever had and always will.
Life.Hope.Love.
Sometimes I wonder , what I do does it really matter ? I mean , studies and everything. It's all just meaningless , don't you think ? I care so much about what I will get in my exams that I don't rely on God anymore. When I don't get the marks that I want , I become angry with God for not answering me. But why do I care that much anyway ? It's so meaningless. It does not satisfy me enough. That satisfaction is only for a moment or two. Later , it will be gone as the wind. Leaving that person yearning for more , for something that can satisfy that thirsty and hungry soul. Something worthwhile. People always say that God is just a prayer away , I believe that. I really do. It's just that .... I don't know. It's like I want to reach Him but I don't have that faith ,that strength. And it sucks you know. To want to talk to Him like a child talking to her Father , but can't. All I really want is to just get away from this place and back to Him. From this emptiness that is in me. All I feel is hollowness , something hindering me from seeing Him. Gah !
And it all comes down to one question. God , if you knew that every time I sin , You feel hurt. Then , why do You still love me? When I sin , it cuts through Your heart but yet You stood right there beside me and guided me through although I've pushed You away. I can't understand !!
Sometimes I wonder , what I do does it really matter ? I mean , studies and everything. It's all just meaningless , don't you think ? I care so much about what I will get in my exams that I don't rely on God anymore. When I don't get the marks that I want , I become angry with God for not answering me. But why do I care that much anyway ? It's so meaningless. It does not satisfy me enough. That satisfaction is only for a moment or two. Later , it will be gone as the wind. Leaving that person yearning for more , for something that can satisfy that thirsty and hungry soul. Something worthwhile. People always say that God is just a prayer away , I believe that. I really do. It's just that .... I don't know. It's like I want to reach Him but I don't have that faith ,that strength. And it sucks you know. To want to talk to Him like a child talking to her Father , but can't. All I really want is to just get away from this place and back to Him. From this emptiness that is in me. All I feel is hollowness , something hindering me from seeing Him. Gah !
And it all comes down to one question. God , if you knew that every time I sin , You feel hurt. Then , why do You still love me? When I sin , it cuts through Your heart but yet You stood right there beside me and guided me through although I've pushed You away. I can't understand !!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Dear diary..
Life.Hope.Love.
Dear diary ,
I am so excited ! Today is Valentine's Day and everyone around me has their own plans , including Jane and Austin (my best friends). Well , I on the other hand have got nothing to do. It's actually my fault that I don't have a date for Valentine's Day. If it wasn't because of me , Damen wouldn't have left. But never mind , can't let that distract me now. *sigh* Why must I do that to him. I feel like stabbing myself with a knife !
*Sigh* English with Mr Calugh is not fun , at all. I'm always curious about how he could actually stand this literature stuff. It's boring. As usual , I walked to my seat ignoring the glances and stares thrown at me. I mean , what is it with them anyway ? Haven't they seen someone without a date on Valentine's Day. But then again , maybe there wasn't such thing until like , now. As I walked towards my seat , I saw a bouquet of red tulips on it. Weird huh? There was a card on it and my heart leaped as it was from Damen. It says :
Dear diary ,
I am so excited ! Today is Valentine's Day and everyone around me has their own plans , including Jane and Austin (my best friends). Well , I on the other hand have got nothing to do. It's actually my fault that I don't have a date for Valentine's Day. If it wasn't because of me , Damen wouldn't have left. But never mind , can't let that distract me now. *sigh* Why must I do that to him. I feel like stabbing myself with a knife !
*Sigh* English with Mr Calugh is not fun , at all. I'm always curious about how he could actually stand this literature stuff. It's boring. As usual , I walked to my seat ignoring the glances and stares thrown at me. I mean , what is it with them anyway ? Haven't they seen someone without a date on Valentine's Day. But then again , maybe there wasn't such thing until like , now. As I walked towards my seat , I saw a bouquet of red tulips on it. Weird huh? There was a card on it and my heart leaped as it was from Damen. It says :
Happy Valentine's Day.
Thinking of you always.
Love ,
Damen
Could this day get any better ? Well , got to go now.
Signing off ,
Ever Mcfloral
Love?
Life.Hope.Love.
Dear diary ,
I walked down the hallway today and guess who I just saw ? None other than the hottest guy in Bay View High , Damen. I mean , it's not that I like him or something , well , everyone keeps talking about him s I was curious of who this guy might be. So I took a glance to see how he looks.
"Oh my goodness ! This guy is a real hot dude. How come I didn't notice that? "And at that moment He looked up and our eyes met. It's like everything around me just got pitch black and it's just me and him. I wanted to look away so badly but I couldn't. Its like I was cast a spell on or something. It took me all the strength in my body to just look away but I simply just can't. Well , not until Mr.Calugh , my English teacher , called my name that made me jump from my seat and stood up with eyes opened wide. Everyone , literally everyone started to burst into laughter. I am so sure that my face turned hot pink at that moment.No doubt. *sigh*
Next time I see this guy , I so have avoid eye contact. He is dangerous and besides , all the girls would probably bash me up for falling for this dude. So , might as well avoid. That's all for today. Signing off.
Dear diary ,
I walked down the hallway today and guess who I just saw ? None other than the hottest guy in Bay View High , Damen. I mean , it's not that I like him or something , well , everyone keeps talking about him s I was curious of who this guy might be. So I took a glance to see how he looks.
"Oh my goodness ! This guy is a real hot dude. How come I didn't notice that? "And at that moment He looked up and our eyes met. It's like everything around me just got pitch black and it's just me and him. I wanted to look away so badly but I couldn't. Its like I was cast a spell on or something. It took me all the strength in my body to just look away but I simply just can't. Well , not until Mr.Calugh , my English teacher , called my name that made me jump from my seat and stood up with eyes opened wide. Everyone , literally everyone started to burst into laughter. I am so sure that my face turned hot pink at that moment.No doubt. *sigh*
Next time I see this guy , I so have avoid eye contact. He is dangerous and besides , all the girls would probably bash me up for falling for this dude. So , might as well avoid. That's all for today. Signing off.
Ever Mcfloral
Ever.
Life.Hope.Love.
Hey Ever ,
I really miss you and I'm sorry for
Ever ,
I know you are mad but it's not my
To my dearest Ever,
You know that I really care it's just that
Ever ,
I'm sorry and I just want to say that I miss you. A lot.
Thinking of you always.
Hey Ever ,
I really miss you and I'm sorry for
Ever ,
I know you are mad but it's not my
To my dearest Ever,
You know that I really care it's just that
Ever ,
I'm sorry and I just want to say that I miss you. A lot.
Thinking of you always.
Love,
Damen
Monday, November 9, 2009
My walk home.
Life.Hope.Love.
Every walk , every step , Daddy was there guiding me and tutoring me about the basics of life on earth. Everyday as I learn more and more , I began to love my Daddy more and more too. I can't live a day without Him ; when I was alone , He was there ; when I was down , He cheered me up ; when I felt empty and hollow , He gave me the living bread that I may not go hungry again. He held me by His right hand , walking down the dark and shadowed area . Nothing can ever compare to this amazing love.
" Daddy , is the road really that long ? Cause I am really tired and exhausted and I wanna go back home. "
" Don't worry. It's just right ahead and come on , I know you can hang in there. You are my lil strong girl. Come on , I'll carry you and I want to show you some marvelous things on the way back home. "
So I did climb on His back and everything He showed me was beyond marvelous , beyond extraordinary and above any beauty that is found on earth. I looked at Daddy's face and could see that He is tired and exhausted too but yet He kept carrying me. He smiled and I replied him with another smile exposing most of my teeth. Then we walked a lil further.
" There it is my lil girl. There is our home. " I couldn't really see really clearly cause it was too bright but I knew that we are finally home.
" WEHEE !! We are finally home , Daddy !" He put me down and held my hand as we both walk towards our home , Heaven.
Every walk , every step , Daddy was there guiding me and tutoring me about the basics of life on earth. Everyday as I learn more and more , I began to love my Daddy more and more too. I can't live a day without Him ; when I was alone , He was there ; when I was down , He cheered me up ; when I felt empty and hollow , He gave me the living bread that I may not go hungry again. He held me by His right hand , walking down the dark and shadowed area . Nothing can ever compare to this amazing love.
" Daddy , is the road really that long ? Cause I am really tired and exhausted and I wanna go back home. "
" Don't worry. It's just right ahead and come on , I know you can hang in there. You are my lil strong girl. Come on , I'll carry you and I want to show you some marvelous things on the way back home. "
So I did climb on His back and everything He showed me was beyond marvelous , beyond extraordinary and above any beauty that is found on earth. I looked at Daddy's face and could see that He is tired and exhausted too but yet He kept carrying me. He smiled and I replied him with another smile exposing most of my teeth. Then we walked a lil further.
" There it is my lil girl. There is our home. " I couldn't really see really clearly cause it was too bright but I knew that we are finally home.
" WEHEE !! We are finally home , Daddy !" He put me down and held my hand as we both walk towards our home , Heaven.
Red tulips.
Life.Hope.Love.
I am falling head over heels with red tulips. It's so beautiful and if I ever want someone to give me flowers , I would suggest red tulips. Wonder why ? Cause it represents undying love. But that's besides the point. Haha.
In between.
Life.Hope.Love.
Have I crossed the line ? I actually don't know. Found out something I was curious for so long and it really changed my perspective. But what kept bothering me was , have I crossed the line between rejection and acceptance ? I really don't know. It is so hard to know which side I rather cross cause both are like magnetic force pulling you towards them. You get what I mean , don't you ? *sigh* Well , that just leaves me in between.
Have I crossed the line ? I actually don't know. Found out something I was curious for so long and it really changed my perspective. But what kept bothering me was , have I crossed the line between rejection and acceptance ? I really don't know. It is so hard to know which side I rather cross cause both are like magnetic force pulling you towards them. You get what I mean , don't you ? *sigh* Well , that just leaves me in between.
Elizabeth Chandler.
Life.Hope.Love.
I can't wait for May 2010 !!!! You know why ? Cause the new Dark Secrets 2 is coming outt !!!! I am like a ticking bomb waiting for that until I actually burst with joy when it is published...=DD !
Evermore.
Life.Hope.Love.
Oooo .. Michelle just borrowed me this book titled "Evermore" and it was awesome ! It's like when I was reading it there were a mixture of feelings and it just ... you know , extraordinary. It talks about a girl name Y and a very , extremely hot guy , X. It's like he is extremely good in everything such as cooking , arts , literature and etc. That's because he has been wandering on earth like six hundred years. Seriously it is awesome.
Oooo .. Michelle just borrowed me this book titled "Evermore" and it was awesome ! It's like when I was reading it there were a mixture of feelings and it just ... you know , extraordinary. It talks about a girl name Y and a very , extremely hot guy , X. It's like he is extremely good in everything such as cooking , arts , literature and etc. That's because he has been wandering on earth like six hundred years. Seriously it is awesome.
Doomsday !
Life.Hope.Love.
I had a bad week. My results are not what I expected but what can I do ? *sigh* I just have to trust in God cause that is the one and only thing I can do . What would I do without Him anyway .. >.< . Just pray that I won't flunk any other subjects... please.
I had a bad week. My results are not what I expected but what can I do ? *sigh* I just have to trust in God cause that is the one and only thing I can do . What would I do without Him anyway .. >.< . Just pray that I won't flunk any other subjects... please.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Happy birthday to the one and only..... CHRISTOPHER CHAN !!!
Life.Hope.Love.
This is a person that never stops smiling .... haha. Actually , I don't know , this guy is one full of surprises. But what I really know is that todays is his special dee-doob birthday ! Haha... Happy 14th Birthday freak !!! You're only 14 once so enjoy the next two months ... ;) .
This is a person that never stops smiling .... haha. Actually , I don't know , this guy is one full of surprises. But what I really know is that todays is his special dee-doob birthday ! Haha... Happy 14th Birthday freak !!! You're only 14 once so enjoy the next two months ... ;) .
Once broken , now restored.
Life.Hope.Love.
Once broken , now restored.
Took the wrong road , got to move on
Never turning back because this road led me to my Saviour
And it was there I fell in love with Him
Oh this amazing love surrounds my heart
Nothing in this whole world could ever tear us apart.
Daddy , I love you.
Once broken , now restored.
Took the wrong road , got to move on
Never turning back because this road led me to my Saviour
And it was there I fell in love with Him
Oh this amazing love surrounds my heart
Nothing in this whole world could ever tear us apart.
Daddy , I love you.
You held me.
Life.Hope.Love.
I was going through something that I really hate going through and what I was thinking that time was why was God putting me in a situation I am not ready to bear yet. This time He really went overboard. But that was before. What happened really taught me something that I've learn again and again in Sunday School , the power of the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. It opened my eyes cause it really has power and authority. I asked God out of all the people in the world why me to face this. But He has greater plans although He works in mysterious ways and sometimes ways that I can't accept . But over all the outcome is amazing and victorious.
God is not as bad as you think He is. Yes , there are times that you can't feel Him but have you ever thought that life is not always about feeling , it's about believing and knowing. You don't wait to get a touch from God and etc. You know and believe that His presence is there and know that He is sovereign.
I always felt that God is pushing me for something but what I got was not what I expected. But still , I was able to overcome it. Now , He is still pushing for what is ahead of this road. And till then , LOVE HIM WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND ONCE YOU KNOW HIM , THERE IS NO TURNING BACK !
I was going through something that I really hate going through and what I was thinking that time was why was God putting me in a situation I am not ready to bear yet. This time He really went overboard. But that was before. What happened really taught me something that I've learn again and again in Sunday School , the power of the name of our Lord Jesus Christ. It opened my eyes cause it really has power and authority. I asked God out of all the people in the world why me to face this. But He has greater plans although He works in mysterious ways and sometimes ways that I can't accept . But over all the outcome is amazing and victorious.
God is not as bad as you think He is. Yes , there are times that you can't feel Him but have you ever thought that life is not always about feeling , it's about believing and knowing. You don't wait to get a touch from God and etc. You know and believe that His presence is there and know that He is sovereign.
I always felt that God is pushing me for something but what I got was not what I expected. But still , I was able to overcome it. Now , He is still pushing for what is ahead of this road. And till then , LOVE HIM WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND ONCE YOU KNOW HIM , THERE IS NO TURNING BACK !
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